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"1"

by Chris Kamstra

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1.
Chicago 05:36
I headed east for therapy and it's been a hell of a week maybe it's medicine that I need, maybe a microscope for a closer look inside of me I don't know, give it a go I hit the road for relief. I saw myself unravelling. Maybe a hospital is what I need, maybe a team of doctors all the brightest in the field. I don't know, give it a go i've done the work, done the time. I let em into my mind. maybe they'll have a new drug to prescribe. but right now theres only thing that could make everything right My girl is comin from chicago, and i couldn't need her anymore than I do right now. My girl is comin from chicago, and i wouldn't want another one to fall asleep with Tonight. repeat. After it's said and done. All I need is you, for what i'm going through, Just you.
2.
The Voice 02:52
Do you the Voice at a night, when your guard is off and there's nothing to distract you do you believe the words it's says. when the truth feels distant and there's no one to remind you of who you are, when you feel tangled in a web of shame are you aware of just how much the silence overwhelms you and there's no one to assure you of who you are, when you feel lost, in a sea of loneliness One thing, and that's all I'll ask of you Can I Be, the one , to take you from the Voice can i district you can i remind you can i assure you you are the brightest light i've ever seen .
3.
Lucky 03:20
Lucky to have you. so Lucky to hold you Lover lie here stay awhile, i'll sing to you my newest song Lucky when I see you. so lucky to know you Lover lie here stay awhile, I'll sing the one I wrote for you Lover lie here stay awhile, I'll sing to you til your asleep.
4.
Jenny-Lou 04:26
Jenny see right through my joke, tell me what you really think Jenny tells it straight up know, she is like a sharp arrow when she says, "get over yourself" and it's sad when i have no response you caught me way off guard Jenny like a sky of white, Jenny like a moon so bright show me how your heart is gold, show me how you reach such heights so let the sun fall (may it find) let the sun fall (may it find you) let the sun fall (warm and
5.
I don't think you get it baby. If you were gone, their would be no song i'd care to sing i don't think you know it baby, that what you bring, you fill my heart with melodies I say what I mean i think your beautiful to me you are a song that I could lie awake and sing baby that's exactly what you are to me. so if the world has turned it's back on you, i'll still be there to help you through i'll comfort you I say why i mean i think your beautiful to me, you are a song that i could lie awake and sing baby that's exactly what you are to me it is what it seems baby i know it's hard to believe me , you are a song that i can lie awake and sing
6.
In My Dreams 02:57
Baby don't leave me, tonight could you stay tangled up with me Breathe in your perfume, tomorrow i will have you on my clothes I've got a reason to believe that you will show up in my dreams tonight you'll be there when i sleep. cause i know you'll linger in the air i'll have the fragrance of your hair tonight i'll picture your still there baby don't leave me, tonight could you stay twisted up with me take in your sweet words, tonight i heard you say, i am yours. I've got a reason to believe that you will show up in my dreams tonight you'll be there when i sleep, cause i know i'll hear you in my head the perfect words that you have said, tonight i'll hear you in my head. i'll hear you in my dreams , i've got reason to believe, i'll hear you in my dreams
7.
Madison 04:10
8.
Modern Radio 03:49
Are you listening? or are you auto tuned.. are you breathing in the poisons of the modern radio. Give me an artist i don't want a product. Give me something honest do you speak for yourself or are you just selling out? it's the money making formula, it's a corporate world running the sound you can find the talent underground (me) Give me a message that is worth thinking of, play like you mean it like it's something you love cause it's comes from your heart Hey singer songwriter let's go, we need a scene a place of our own come out from the silence and be known, let's put on a show! hey artist share with us your voice let's hear what your making in your studios we need to wake this sleeping world!! Turn off the Radio! Turn off the Radio! Turn off the Radio! We need a scene, a place of our own! (are you auto tuned) let's hear what your making in your studios! (are you auto turned) Turn off the Radio!
9.
It's time to clear the mind, it's just time to clear the mind sleep, sleep sound again, you, you're always my friend ch: Pray the tradewinds will carry you through the wide ocean may you ride on the currents they won't pull you under it's time, to clear the webs, it's just time to start again Repeat ch. add: Pray the fog will be cleared and the sun will appear may your enemies run and your fears disappear don't you know that your never alone I am here for you, you, you, i'm always a friend for you you, you, you i'll always look out for you you, you, you I'm always a friend for you you, you, you I'll always look out for you
10.
your trying to hard, to fall back asleep saying please take me away to a peaceful state of mind your feeling the ground, shake under your feet saying please give me the strength when the world is fallen apart give me the light when the darkness is closing in on me it gets a little bit harder, when the waters rise and all that you worked for, is slipping away and your losing the breath in your lungs Your falling behind, don't k now if you'll catch up saying please slow it all down I am trying to sort it all out so many thoughts i don't know where the hell i'm gonna start dig a little big deeper if you've nowhere to run when all of your plans derail and you find you have gone way to far from the place you felt safe Tell me how I could help you, your heavy heart i'll listen and i know it's keeping you up, i was awake when i felt you reaching out oh, i was awake when i felt you reaching out (i'm not going anywhere tonight) it's always easier said than done the advice you hear is cheap so if none of it works for you, all i can offers a shot a whiskey and a friend and i'll stay up with you through the night til the bottle is dry yeah i'll stay by your side through the night til our bottle is dry (haha)
11.
A crowded bar on a holiday i met you on july the fourth i'm leaning close just to hear your voice there's so much i wanna know, while the city sky explodes it's easy to tell this place is getting old i close my tab it's time to go hand on my back you lead me to the door i'm trying hard to stay composed, as the city skyline glows with you i'll walk beside you love i'll go anywhere with you A summer's night there's no need to rush time is being good to us it's getting late but we are wide awake i haven't felt like this for years, now our city sky has cleared Say Goodnight, and i hope to see you soon
12.
Careless with the words i've been choosing something of my pride, i've been losing but the thought out there for you, take it or leave it but the heart out there for you, take it or leave it but if you find it of no use, i couldn't blame you for the truth it was just something, i had to do Patient and composed i'm really trying take what's worth it slow, before i fall in and put it all out there for you, at your disgression so i'll take a few steps back from you leave an impression but if you find you need pursuit, someone who cares eough to do that's always something, i'd do for you.
13.
Put your hand upon my heart I need you to understand your the only one it wants and it's so heavy when your gone when you're gone. Put some faith in me my life, with every breathe that fills my lungs you have never left my thoughts, and they won't leave you when you're gone when you're gone, when you'e gone oooo, so heavy when your gone. (Repeat) Put your hand upon my heard, I need you to understand.
14.
Breathe 03:14
Breathe, your so young to have so much on your plate i know life is anything but easy just breathe, you're so young to give so much of yourself it seems when you thought your life would be, it's not Be brave, face your battle day by day and you have so well. and if you need me i am here Dream, your still young don't lose your deems, cause you know your will has gotten strong enough for anything, you seek, look how far you've come from where you felt so scared, look how much that you have grown and it shows to the one who is your own, you've done so well, but you should know your not alone if your feeling overwhelmed, if it all keeps adding up if your burdens weigh you down, if you feel you've had enough you have someone to hear all your troubles, i am here through all, your fears you will never be alone you know, you will never be alone.
15.
Reach You 05:48
For every war i waged against you for every battle scar i gave For all the words i said to hurt you for every time i left your side Can I find my way back to your heart? have I gone way too far to reach you where you are? And if i've ever made you weary for every sleepless i night i've caused for every burden that you carried and every lie that you believe Can I find my way back to your heart? am I way to late to reach you through my mistakes If i have to search around the world, if i have to turn it upside down, to find you I will If i have to dig into the earch if i have to plummet through the dark, to find you i will Can I find my way back to your heart? Am I way to late to reach you through my mistakes.
16.
Brothers 03:34
You're still home though the years that pass aways and though the places they have changed, you remain I walked unsturdy (not a word i know) ground, with a rope around my waist and i never was afraid , you'd pull me away if trouble came ::: (the rope around the waist yea i was walking out into a lake was only very recently frozen..or not) you're my home when the world is filled with hate, your the bond nothing can break, or separate, with you i'm safe ::: (these lyrics were referenced to the fact that a lot of people wanted to beat me up in high school, but nick was my best friend and sort of a HE-MAN) I drove familiar roads, for a place to hang my coat when it weighs me down, I cannot bare, you're still there, that's all I care I'll sing with you, when we've had to much to drink though the neighborhood's asleep, the night is young for you and me, through our lives that pass away and though the places they may change, i won't go you're still my home I drove familiar roads, for a place to lose these shoes i've traveled long but have not found, nothing so true, none like you
17.
All is Lost 01:16
Baby Baby, I miss you, I think about you, when i'm lying in my bed at night i swear you keep me up. Can anybody explain to me how people love than all is lost?

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This album entitled "1" is dedicated to my Mom. She has always had a passion for my music and encouraged me to follow this dream of finally releasing my music digitally.

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released November 26, 2016

Abi Lopez played violin for tracks: 4,12, and 13
David Forsman played Cello for tracks: 4, 10, 12 and 13
Zachary Goforth played Bass Guitar for tracks: 9 and 13
Andrea Hughes-Goforth played piano on tracks 9 and 13

and additional violin recorded on "Lucky" track 4 by a girl named Leyla I. Royale, who is awesome!!

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Chris Kamstra Chicago, Illinois

I have put together a Five Full Length album concept series. It is my life's work of original songs and recordings. Enjoy these home recordings : ) Original artwork by me, created on Post it's.

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