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"5"

by Chris Kamstra

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Sunny Monday 03:39
Vs: It's Mondey morning wake up and the sun is shining. Let's take the day off catch a train up to the city. You and me take it easy while the world's at work. We don't' care anymore come on let's call the Boss, today we're off the Clock! …and yeah the sun is out. Chorus: This day is ours to spend the way we want, let's loosen up come on let's have some fun, now the sun is out! ..and the day is ours. Vs: We could lie in the park and we can people watch, we can go for a walk and find a record shop. you and me having drinks til the world's a blur, laughing loud as we're running down the boulevard. repeat chorus! yeah the sun is out and the day is ours.. oh oh oh oh oh oh wo oh oh (fun shit) the way you're smiling at me you got me thinking now, are you thinking the same? i haven't felt this alive in the longest time, so come on I ain't ready just yet. yeah the sun is out and the day is ours :)
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Regrets 03:38
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She said i'm trying way to hard, but i didn't mean to i was fooling around she said "i was busy" I Just couldn't respond. but she didn't mean it i was freakin her out -- oooooo girl i understand you prolly get it a lot, but don't you go believing i am someone i'm not girl i'm being honest I ain't asking for much, i was being silly i was having some fun ch: you got yourself to blame, if you can't open up, settle it down. you got a lot of nerve, you don't know a thing about me girl oooo she said i'm trying way to hard, but she's uptight she's getting me wrong you don't have to worry i'm just taking you out, try to take it easy cause you're bringing me down repeat chorus! you don't know a thing about me girl, you don't know, you don't know (repeat) try to take it easy cause your bringing me down, you don't have to worry i'm just taking you out. i don't wanna rush it don't be getting me wrong you don't know ENOUGH about me girl you don't know , you don't know!
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Madison 04:20
Woke up got myself all ready for a long time. Put on the nicest things that i could find, i put on for you. -- cause i'm going to her favorite place for dinner and i'm going to talk to her , i'm going to make her laugh like never before, i'm going to win her heart. (laughter wins hearts) Phone call, in the middle of my blissful mood, i picked up it was you. and you told me , i'm sorry to inform you that the weather is bad, it's really sad, "cause i was looking forward to having you in Madison tonight, but the snow fell and the roads have frozen, it isn't safe to drive here tonight" pooh pooh ooh, and more ooh's' Madison you know you really let me down tonight, woah oh oh oh Madison you know you really pissed me of tonight, woah, oh oh, woah oh oh Madison did you have to make it difficult time .. Madison you know really let me down tonight!!! ROCK OUT BOYS!
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These Days 03:59
These days, I'm lying alone. You're know where to be found. These days, I'm waiting around, I am still here i don't know where you. you just got so much going on gonna give you some space you just got so much going on gonna give you a break slow down, you're cleaning the house, you'll furn it inside out be still! you're making your calls, i can hear you through the walls ( you were always very loud on the phone) you just got so much going on , gonna give you some space you just got so much going on, gonna tie you a break and i'm getting tired, or it's getting old, it's not like it used to be at all ahhhhhh!!! These days, I'm lying alone. In a king size, for one and i'm getting tired, or it's getting old. It's not like it used to be at all!!! I don't know how to reach you, i don't know where you are , i just wanted you here right now I wanted you to myself
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Culture 03:42
Hey road traveler pick me up, i'll be on a lone road looking up dreaming of the culture's in the corner's of this world hey would you give me a way out you know i call this land my home , it's a place that goes and goes and goes consuming all the pleasures of this earth , hey i wanna lose it all hey i'll bring along my songs, and share the music of my soul (the little i can remember) I've learned of other musics in this world, i want to open up these ears. cause what i hear is nothing new, and i'm drowning in it too..what does your music mean to you? ("alright rock out" - my favorite thing to say) The rest just repeats. pretty fun song, i was influenced by Bright Eyes, in some way.
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Come On 03:23
If you walk beside me you should know, I walk my winding road, i don't live careful or controlled. if you want sing i'll play for you. just sing it loud for me. what i need now is believe that we are alive, not walking in our sleep. don't give me little , i want more. yeah i'll only hear the truth, of who you are and what you want and why you're hear. cause i would care if you're scared or if you're not, let's not assume if it's what's wrong or if it's right. and throw some muddy things in the pretty things we wear, and hide our faces in the messy things we share (ice-cream?) If your asking me i'll tell you all, hey i've got nothing more to hide. anymore and in a way i've lost pride. Let's stay awake til the day is new , and talk about what we're going through and why it matters that we endure our troubled minds.. cause i would care if your scared or if your not, let's not assume if it's wrong or if it's right, and throw some mud on the pretty things we wear, no hiding faces it's the messy things we share come on, jump on my bed, throw my pillows around, push me down, let's invade this town, come on! sing with me yeah a million songs we don't' have to do anything at all.. hahah. college man.
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Your Giant 04:38
Tell me what you need me to be. I would give you anything. I'd search the ocean deep. to set it at your feet. Tell me bout the worry and fear, share with me the burden you bear, as loud as your heart weeps just set it at my feet when you learn the heard way and your world is crashing down, down, down it may put you on the run, run, run, I'm behind you turn around, round round and if you are tired, I'll race your Giant for awhile. Tell me bout the thing that you dream, tell me about the truth that you seek, as true as your heart beats, i'll set it at your feet anger and hate, tell me if your feeling ashamed. you're bound to make mistakes, you'll wanna hide your face when you learn the hard way and your world is crashing down, down, down it may put you on the run , run, run, i'm behind you turn around, round round and if you are tired, i'll face your Giant for Awhile. -for my Nephew Jayden. I will always be like an older brother to you.
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Drive 03:21
I'll Drive you away, let's roll the windows down, leave the world to face, not a reason i would stay. The rush of city lifestyle, we trade it for an open road. breathe the air is clean, farewell the crowded streets.. Say Goodbye. Turn the music up, let our voices ring, the rhythm of the road, the quiet of the breeze. I see leaves of God, my heart floods with hope. Los! come on get lost with me. Lost, wo oh oh, come on get lost with me! the further that we go, the more we leave behind, the worries in our lives now it's only you and I and an easy ride!! Go on through the night Lost! come on get lost with me. Lost, wo oh oh, come on get lost with me! There's nowhere we need to be, nothing we have to do Lost!!!! come on get Lost with me, Repeats..
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Heart 05:00
Please take it back tell me you don't mean that just take it back, I will forgive what you said Please take my heart, or tell me you don't need that so give it back, if it don't feel like the truth ch: I"ll try to fix whatever's broken in you but i can't promise I'll be perfect for you I'll make mistakes please don't turn me away i'll try again, i'll try to be a better man please take my heart or tell me you don't know need that so give it back if it don't feel like the truth ch: I'll try to fix whatever's broken in you but i can't promise i'll be perfect for you Do you know what you said, are you sure that you meant it , did you know or did you think , that my heart is so cold, that my hearts made of stone you hurt me girl now you know you can repeat ch: do you know what you said are you sure that you meant it, did you know or did you think that my heart is so cold that my heart's made of stone, you hurt me girl, now you know you can , have you lost all your faith, did i take it away? please know that i'll change, i won't go in, let's start over again let's go back to the place where we began, i know we can..
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Lucky to have you. So Lucky to hold you. lover lie here stay awhile, i'll sing to you my newest song Lucky when I see you, so Lucky to know you lover lie here stay awhile, I'll sing the one I wrote for you lover lie here stay awhile, I'll sing to you til your asleep lucky, so lucky.
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I know you let yourself grow cold push me as far as i will go you say in my arms you feel safe but somehow you keep me at arms length Maybe some day the story will change for now i'll disappear you have a history of pain and heart ache someone took all your trust away listen to me, I won't give up on you i'll still be there when you've nothing left to fear Maybe some day the story will change for now i'll disappear i'll disappear til you've nothing left to fear. I'll disappear til you've nothing left to fear. I'll disappear til you nothing left to fear.
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Adventures 03:36
She heard the birds that sing their songs but couldn't sing along and their was pale light shedding in, yeah, but she couldn't see the use in it cause this morning brought the same old shit she didn't apprehend it came as patterned living did, as draining as it is she said monotony it troubles me, i'd like to see it end when do my adventures start, where do i begin she said i'd leave this clasophobic heart it's pulling me apart, yeah these people all the look the same, all names and a face he dreamed of the kind of fun that didn't come with joy he dreamed of overflowing joy, it's pain he would destroy he said anomisoity it troubles me, i'd like to it end, oh when do my adventures start, where do i begin he said i'd leave this lovophobic heart it's pulling me apart yeah these people all look the same all the names without out a face they said this pace of life is killiing us oh when do our adventures start where do we begin (repeat) hey i saw a rainbow, we'll find our pot of Gold.
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On the Brink 03:06
I'm on the brink of something Good, good, good but that is exactly why i'm scared to death your on the brink of walking out on me but please i guarantee i'll settle down, down, down but oh oh oh oh girl, i'm acting like a child again oh oh oh, grow, grow up i'm getting love advice from all your friends they probably think we're bound for a dead end but oh oh oh girl, oh oh oh girl i can prove em all wrong oh oh wait, oh oh just wait and see, wait and see Wait and see (repeats)
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London 04:03
Let's go back to the place where we began and we were swept right off our feet. Cold air and wet hair move close to me, i'll share with you my umbrella. streetlights and late nights, the city sleeps but we find it so hard to leave so while we learned this foreign land, we toured the sites as we had planned but you were a beautiful surprise, in London! I discovered you, in London! I discovered you! we talked on top of the hotel stores, this love affair echoed through the halls so while we learned this foreign land we toured the sites as we had planned but you were a beautiful surprise. in London, I discovered you. In London Now i've seen Windsor Castle. I've walked down Abbey Road. I've seen saint paul's cathedral. I've crossed the London bridge, I've seen the royal crown jewels, the changing of the guard, but best of all these wonders, I discovered you. In London, I discovered you.
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50 Years 03:16
Come on in, it's been forever since i've seen myself in you if i'm your blood, and if have your eyes, how come i've lost sight of you I've heard tales, told with love that spreader into me made me wish that your a mirror, your a pictures of me at fifty years well i'm half as much ago and oh, oh, oh…..that's exactly how i feel Drinking wine, celebrate the guy that's changed the wold, rich and poor alike give you love, raise your glasses up he's touched your hearts he's given much away and all i can say…. I wanna give as much away and all i want to do.. become a man that's loved like you
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Poor 02:27
I've got both feet on the ground. I was once was lost but now i'm found it doesn't matter that you've always had your doubts, its for me to figure out. I said Goodbye to the burbs, i said i'd leave i kept my word i doubled back to kiss my mothers one more time it's time to leave, hell i'm 25 There's always something to be learned i'm on the path i need to help myself succeed for the first time in my life I've got no food in the fridge, my paycheck blows like the wind it doesn't matter that i'm barely making rent, i'm happier than i've ever been there's always something to be yearned i'm at a place in life where i've got all i need and nothing good every came free i'm free, but i've got all i need. I know i'm never looking back no matter how hard it gets, i'm on my own with no regrets.
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Games 03:31
As far as I can tell. we weren't good from the start as bold as my approach I always seem to remain far behind but i stopped you dead in your tracks I grabbed a hold of your hand than you looked at me and you said "you know i don't wanna love affair to begin" I could walk away, if you feel afraid or if you want i'll stay, just no more games. As far a what i've seen, your my tangible dream spend the nighttime hours with me but i always seem to lose you in the morning I can watch you leave, put my heart to sleep or if you want me baby, just no more games Give me a break, you know there's something you just can't ignore Give me a break, Give me a break.. Give up the games, I'm losing patience, i'm gonna walk away Give up the games, Give up the games Would you watch me leave I could walk away or if you want i'll stay just no more games..
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Gave, gave all that you had , you were happy to have somebody to tell all your secrets you spilled out before you and left you trusting a feeling let for someone to take, take all that you gave, never giving it back, as unfair as it sounds, well you gave it to fast. it's not easy to hold yourself together so where do you go from here? You have reservations for two but now it's only just you, staring at empty chairs, picture someone is there. It's the silence you fear, does it get better from here? Sincere , it's the game people play, say what they have to say, put on a beautiful face. don't make any mistakes. and you'll be like the moth lured into the flame…that's how it's played Ch: so where do you go from here? you have reservations for twob ut now it's only just you, starting at empty chairs, picture someone is there, it's the silence you fear, does it get better from here? Bridge: Does anyone really know to platy it safe? it just feels like you're out on a limb and it's a matter of time before you cave in. Post Ch: Take one step at a time, who knows what you'll find, you'll be hurt but you'll heal. we all know how it feels. giving so much away from getting nothing back Repeat chorus.
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The Final Album in the series! Enjoy the fist ten tracks of Captain Red Beard & the Day Drinkers. The rest features some produced songs/ some very old songs and some meaningful love tunes. Hope you enjoyed my Magnum Opus.

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released December 29, 2016

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Chris Kamstra Chicago, Illinois

I have put together a Five Full Length album concept series. It is my life's work of original songs and recordings. Enjoy these home recordings : ) Original artwork by me, created on Post it's.

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